Wednesday, May 2, 2007
whow, beautiful labour day accompanied by wonderful care group activity! wow really impressed by the family atmosphere in the new care group thru this "cooking" CG =DDD. haha really cool. damn sad i had to leave early anyway. well, apologise to my CG members for not eating with guys but cooping myself in the room mugging, haha cause i am super busy and smashed by the school work, all th to my econs teacher =/ but from the room i am really very energised and refreshed because of the dense atmosphere of love emitting from the family of God (luckily not emitting B.O)
Wah anyway, feeling kinda stress as usual (durh jc leh.) but really clinging on to him man, really because my life is at stake? haha. hmmm tomorrow gonna go for the Temasek Lifescience Lab (TLL) for my selection exam. very scared because of several things. Firstly, the attachemnt is 8 weeks long. (hope u all know how impactful dat is) Secondly, it is way out of my comfort zone.
I dunno if this is the best for me.
Good: Biology has alway been my area of studies and passion. Ambition to be a researcher and cure this stupid colour blindness of mine. Such chances dun come very often seriously. Only 2 per school leh, like 12 in Sg or sumting? i dunno.
BAD: 8 weeks leh. 8 weeks worth of training, 8x3=24. 8 service, 8 care group,8 weeks worth of remedial etc and make up lesson, 1 church camp, blah blah blah. ALOT JIU SHI LE LA.
I will just do my Best, God do the rest. seriously i am already very glad i made it this far and even if i dun get in, i will stil lthank God (because its really worth thanking, 8 weeks saved.) but if i get in, oh well, i will glorify him and find his fingerprints on life. He is the creator. XDD.
Finally, wanna thank jasmine for talking me thru this thing. Thank Bryan for giving advice and constant concern. Thank good buddy amanda. Flo for listening to me whine -.-
The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall never be in want.
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