Wah really thankful for bryan today larh, talking to me and stuff regarding my spiritual life lor =DD thx.
hmm...lately have been really stressed out in my pursuit for academics and fatigue by my dragon boating larh. But wad really strike me in the talk is about what motives do i have for working so hard and pushing my limits, myself or God.
Recently have really been workinbg very hard for my test, quiz, training, trying to strive for excellence, but sometimes when u are over obsessed with striving for excellence, one often misses out impt point is dat we are studying FOR Him and WITH Him. It's a plainsimple fact, but really very hard for real practise to take place lor. Wah really hope can serve like how i did during holidays. Now with gay time table and dragon boat training really hope not to lose my focus. GOD!!!!! help me lar....
Studying without him, striving without him might be effective. Might work. Might get good results. But one things is for sure. You cling victory and results with unhappiness.
Gonna revert back to proper holistic life style le. Must do it.=)
after evaluation of my attitute, my behavior and stuff, i think i really have to do sumting to change this man. I wanna be salt and light! haha... if i can revert my attention to whats above, to commit my self as i did for my studies and cca, i believe i will do well de!!
Thank You bryan =DD
The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall never be in want.
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